I'm here on the couch with my feet up in a loose rendition of Indian style. I'm sitting next to K- (a friend of Fairwood.) Matt's on the computer downloading stuff for his "SIM" house. "Sims" are his "paper dolls." I'm tired. It's 12:45 around. My eyes are dry, my feet are cold...I'm tired.
This is one of the last days of break for me. Dear God, I'm kinda not lookin' forward to Fairwood. But I know it will be fun. I feel moody God. I've been in a bad mood while I've been down here. Please make it so I'm happier the rest of the time here and Christmas. I wish I was different God. Not scared and immature. I have growing up to do. I love You God... Thank You for blessing me. I believe You'll help me to grow up and Fairwood will probably help me to grow up.
In Jesus' name Amen.
It's like I started my relationship with God since I moved down to Va. and He'll help me to grow at Fairwood.
P.S. Help me to learn to love Krista and Mom, Jesus. I want to get closer to them.
I'm kinda weird :) I write to God than I journal. :) When we go back it will be December and sometime we'll start to Angel and earthling thing. My Angel - I mean my earthling is K-she doesn't know that as far as I know :) I had bought her a frame and a day later we were back at the same store and I looked at the frames with her and asked her about this certain frame and she didn't exactly like it... so I bought 2 cheaper frames... at least she didn't get one that she didn't like.
On Friday night Leann and Jessie came over for the night. It was a bummer because we watched two movies while they were here. I wish we hadn't. Maybe I'll get together with them at Christmas.