I love You :) :), I feel in a better mood than I was. Thanx. My music helped. God I feel bad about keeping on writing about getting closer to You and not spending a lot of time with You.
I love You. I could spend time in Your word right now but I don't want to go to bed-my room yet... Plus I don't feel I'd get alot out of it, but I bet I might. I'm afraid that You won't talk to me. I feel I'm going through a dry period. I feel scared and kinda like I don't have purpose (I know I do, I must) now, because it seems You're coming back soon for rapture. If I have fulfilled the ministry that You've given me- I bet my purpose is to become like Jesus. I want to love with geniune love. Please teach me Jesus, in your name. I'm not a very Christian person. So many areas I don't meet the standards. I don't really know how to get there... (kinda...) I know that I just trust You, but maybe more I don't know how to trust... You... maybe I do more than I realize. Maybe I don't.
God I'd like to get married. Please draw my heart. In Jesus' name. Amen.