Saturday, July 6, 2013

Nov. 27th, 2000

Dear God,

     I love You :) :), I feel in a better mood than I was.  Thanx.  My music helped.  God I feel bad about keeping on writing about getting closer to You and not spending a lot of time with You.

     I love You.  I could spend time in Your word right now but I don't want to go to bed-my room yet... Plus I don't feel I'd get alot out of it, but I bet I might.  I'm afraid that You won't talk to me. I feel I'm going through a dry period.  I feel scared and kinda like I don't have purpose (I know I do, I must) now, because it seems You're coming back soon for rapture.  If I have fulfilled the ministry that You've given me- I bet my purpose is to become like Jesus.  I want to love with geniune love. Please teach me Jesus, in your name.  I'm not a very Christian person.  So many areas I don't meet the standards. I don't really know how to get there... (kinda...) I know that I just trust You,  but maybe more I don't know how to trust... You... maybe I do more than I realize.  Maybe I don't.

     God I'd like to get married.  Please draw my heart. In Jesus' name. Amen.


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